mixing it up like chex mix. 21 y.o., college student. hails from the midwest. muslim. black girl swag.
Anonymous said: you said you were bullied but about what though? There is nothing wrong with your appearance..
@2 days ago with 80 notes
i was consistently teased about being thin. i definitely looked unhealthy judging by my size but i wasn’t. long running joke about me bulimic. for years i couldn’t ask to go to the restroom without muffled laughing and what not. people threw food at me. shit like that. all. the. time. i started to binge eat to try to gain weight so people could leave me alone. didn’t work
i grew up in a minority school (black / latin) and obviously our standard of beauty differs from the default. yes the vast majority of magazines and media cater to people my size but where i grew up it was about ass titties and thighs. a ridiculous waist to hip ratio. thickness. something I had none of.
obviously I’m older now (plus I’ve gained weight) and I don’t care. thin privilege exists but i didn’t see that outside of my culture growing up
Anonymous said: Are you religious?
@2 days ago with 555 notes
Booty is my religion and I pray to it 5x a day.
I observe Assadan where I eat nothing but ass until it’s dark outside.
Anonymous said: Nobody I like, likes me back. Can you help me figure out what's wrong with me?
@2 days ago with 705 notes
“Nobody I like, likes me back” implies that there are people that do like you, but they’re not the particular ones you want.
You got Hollywood aspirations and YouTube looks.